1.25.2010

FUCK THIS SHIT

YOU KNOW I LIKE TO TELL MY T, RIGHT? SO HERE IT IS. THE LAST TIME I PUT A MIX ON HERE IT WAS CALLED "COMMITTMENT CEREMONY" BECAUSE I FELT THAT SETH AND I HAD REACHED A REALLY COOL PLATEAU WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP (WHATEVER THE HELL THAT MEANS) AND EVERYTHING WAS GONNA BE OK. WELL, LESS THAN TWO MONTHS LATER, I'M BRINGING YOU A NEW MIX, THIS ONE IS CALLED "WAITING 2 WAKE UP" AS IN, FROM THE BAD DREAM THAT MY LIFE HAS BECOME!!! THESE SONGS REALLY COVER ALL THE LEAPS AND BOUNDS THAT MY ALREADY FRENETIC MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL STATE HAS TAKEN SINCE THE MAN-I-USED-TO-CALL-DAD DUMPED MY ASS. WE'VE GOT THE WHOLE SCHEBANG ON THIS ONE, THE PISSED OFF, FANTASIZING ABOUT HIM FAILING IN EVERY ENDEAVOR SO THAT HE COMES CRAWLING BACK, THE DAMAGED GIRL WEEPING BITTERLY INTO HER PILLOW BECAUSE SHE PUSHED HER TRUE LOVE AWAY, THE WELL-WISHING ONLY DONE TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL LIKE A BETTER PERSON, AND THE DESPERATE GRASPING ON TO GOOD MEMORIES BECAUSE IT'S ALL YOU HAVE LEFT. IT'S ALL HERE AND IT'S ALL REALLY GAY INTEREST. SO, IF YOU CAN FEEL THIS, FEEL IT. DON'T JUDGE ME. WHAT THE HELL ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!



WAITING 2 WAKE UP
01 YOKO ONO "WHAT A BASTARD THE WORLD IS"
02 ABBA "KNOWING ME, KNOWING YOU"
03 FRIDA "TWIST IN THE DARK"
04 ADAM LAMBERT "A LOADED SMILE" (WRITTEN BY LINDA PERRY! HELLO)
05 GINNY "CAN'T BE SERIOUS"
06 MUNICH MACHINE "IT'S FOR YOU"
07 LOUI$ "PINK FOOTPATH (INSTRUMENTAL)"
08 HEAVEN 17 "LET ME GO"
09 CRISTINA "YOU RENTED A SPACE"
10 ART OF NOISE "MOMENTS IN LOVE"
11 KATE BUSH "YOU'RE THE ONE" (I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE THIS ONE)
12 JUDY GARLAND "THE MAN THAT GOT AWAY (LIVE AT CARNEGIE HALL)"
13 CIBO MATTO "BACKSEAT"
14 NEIL YOUNG "DOWN BY THE RIVER"
15 MARLENE DIETRICH "NEAR YOU"
16 LIO "YOU GO TO MY HEAD" (A MARLENE DIETRICH COVER)
17 SAINT ETIENNE "KISS AND MAKE UP"
18 FERN KINNEY "IT'S ALRIGHT"
19 DUSTY SPRINGFIELD "GOIN' BACK"
20 ROBERTA FLACK "NO TEARS (IN THE END)"
21 ASHLEE SIMPSON "UNDISCOVERED" (MICHAEL PERKINS BREAK-UP, '06)
22 MARIANNE FAITHFUL "WITCHE'S SONG"
23 YOKO ONO "I WANT MY LOVE TO REST TONIGHT"

5 comments:

  1. A phoenix rises from the ashes... chin up girl.

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  2. Seth dumped you for Cody. You heard it here first!

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  3. obviously i am listening the shit out of this mix

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  4. you are fantastic and I love your blog

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  5. I'm sorry... but there are better things ahead. January 2010! Month of gut-punches. The moon has been acting funny and making all girls crazy. x

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