Aw. Life is beautiful isn't it?! I fell in love with another guy. I have a problem. I'm like a weird dude collector. But it's not like...a thing for me. I don't know. I guess I feel about men the way I feel about clothes. Like, I love them and sometimes I crave them and have to have them but if suddenly they all disappeared you wouldn't see me crying. I'm very immaterial. I guess I just have to accept that I love to fall in love really fast and briefly. The drugs help, for sure.